Rants about jodoh.
Lately, I've been having thoughts about 'jodoh'. I dont know who my jodoh will be. I dont know if I ever get married to any guy. I'm losing hope actually. I know I wont be united with Abang. Maybe ever. I'm afraid to think what will happen if I continue to be with him. I'm afraid of the repercussion. I dont know what to do. I know the right thing to do is probably leave him. Let him resolve things with his wife. Either moving forward, or stay in the same loop; I dont know. I really dont know.